Did your upbringing stall your growth? You may have been lied to...

I have built my entire brand off the premise of LIVING OUT LOUD!

No matter how ugly or bold your truth is, I have always encouraged others to be authentically themselves, even if it was uncomfortable.

But, why?

Because we live in an artificial world. 60% of people are living the lives they feel they should be living, 30% are living double lives, and a whopping 10% are living authentically in their truth.

I do understand why though….

• We live in a world where the algorithm doesn’t support authenticity.

• We use the internet and social media as an escape from everyday life.

• Who really cares about your problems?

That’s what society wants you to believe anyways. You’re supposed to go to school, get good grades, go to college, get a good job, get married, have kids, take vacations, and retire.

If you’re feeling jazzy, feel free to add a small business in there too!

This is why I didn’t fit in. I didn’t fit in with family, the cool kids …. or any one else who was unable to see the beauty of my authenticity and transformation (when I did, most times I was faking). Someone actually told me I would have a hard time being successful by being me. Maybe we measure success differently. * shrug *

Can I blame them, though? I mean… I was there in the matrix with them for a while too. (and still cleaning the remnants of my childhood upbringing)

When you become too stuck on the image and what something looks like, you are losing grasp and touch with reality. You are no longer able to look at things and people objectively, because you only see them through the lens that you wish to see them through.

It’s time we bring back safe spaces.

A world where a person don’t have to hide their sexuality or lifestyle; A world where a person doesn’t have to follow a particular pathway or standard because it looks right; A world where we can all let our hair down and co-exist without judgement.

I know we are far away from that world, but that doesn’t mean we can’t all start the journey individually!

In my book Live Out Loud , I share the process of living out loud in your purpose, despite when times are hard. This is the process I went through as I transitioned from being a “people pleasing codependent” to finding my village and flourishing!

I had to release in order to gain more in response… and it feels hella good! I learned to go where I was celebrated and not tolerated and I have been happy ever since! (starting back in therapy mid 2020 was helpful too!)

Since sharing the real me, I have lost many….BUT I have gained MUCH MORE… and I am thankful for the few friends that are still around many years later :-) They were pushing my new book more than I was… and made it a BESTSELLER on release day!

I said all of this to say: Always be real, always be true… don’t be afraid to do what YOU WANT to do; PERIODT!

I’ve been living this motto fully and so many good things have been happening! It took me separating myself from the naysayers and clinging to those who have always been here, motivating me to keep going… encouraging me when I fall… and letting me be me without judgement.

Side Note: Go where you are celebrated and not tolerated :-)

You feel me??

Introducing: Moe Nicole... the DOCTORAL CANDIDATE! Here's my testimony!

As of April 21, 2021 I have officially passed ALL of my Written and Oral comprehensive exams; making me officially a Doctoral Candidate!

2020 was a TOUGH YEAR for me… if you haven’t heard me say it many times before (haha!). The pandemic not only hit my business hard, it also hit me hard as a student. Going from in-person learning to online was a very difficult transition for me to manage on top of other life responsibilities. I would spend hours each day trying to grasp concepts that felt foreign and I hated it. Having people telling me everything they felt I was doing wrong, didn’t help either.

No one seemed to understand what I was going through, other than my therapist, so I rolled with the punches. Major shoutout to my therapist, I can’t thank you enough!

I was actually supposed to take my comps Fall 2020, but had to push them back due to unforeseen circumstances. I refused to give up though. I was determined to complete what I had started, even if I didn’t have a desire to work in education anymore.

The research I plan to complete (topic: trauma-informed care) will be something I can use on my entrepreneurial journey and I’m happy to had finally found a space to alchemize my passion from my educational journey.

I will not be rushing this process and plan on taking a break before going back to school to complete the dissertation process ( I have a good reason for this! STAY TUNED! :-D).

I just wanted to take the moment and celebrate myself for making it this far, alone.

Here’s to the journey!